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Amid

00:02 Feb 24 2005
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Amid the ashes of a mispent life

Amid the longing and the strife

Amid the hopes that will never see the light

There is the real me, there is the real me



Amid the things that I have done right

Amid the struggles I dared to fight

Amid the dreams that I have managed to aright

There is the real me, there is the real me



In all of this, I must not falter

In all of this, I can not alter

But rather still, press on to love

But rather still, search follow the dove

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In The Night

23:56 Feb 23 2005
Times Read: 769




In the harsh light of day, hearts fade and scortched

In the soft blanket darkness, we breathe freely

guided by destinies torch



Many a night have I waited for you

To see your restless flight to my side



Never will I cease to charish you

Never will I lack in zeal for your best



Entrust your heart and hopes to me

In the night we will learn to cope and be free.

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the waves

02:45 Feb 22 2005
Times Read: 773




The ocean is my one repreave.

It's sound never my soul does leave.



I hear it even in my sleep

My sanity, it does both soote and keep



I see your face upon the waves

The wave that doth my mind awash



And on those waves I remember you

To you my fated heart I toss.

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Drugs and Tears

04:39 Feb 21 2005
Times Read: 777




You are the drug that makes me right

You are the drug that makes me wrong



You are the drug that makes me high

You are the drug that lays me low



When I love you, I love you like no other

When I hate you, it is more than you can know



Our passions run deep as underground rivers

Looking at you still gives me a shiver



I would not live with out you

Yet sometimes, I can hardly live with you.



Your touch intrances me, your voice wraps me like blanket

I would that you were here today, I would that it could be that way..

But since it can't I bid you goodbye for

You are the tear that's in my eye.

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The Glare

04:27 Feb 21 2005
Times Read: 778




I can not bare the glare upon your face

Looks like I went and did again.

Don't know what it was but it must have been a sin.



Your approval has such narrow margins

A bit to the left or right and I don't fit in



No matter ow I try to be

I'll never be good enough in your world, I see.

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There is a whole in the sky.

04:17 Feb 21 2005
Times Read: 780




There is a whole in the sky

In from which vile things fly



There is a whole in the sky

I saw it and felt it open wide



There is a whole in the sky

It is tearing and coming after you and I



I saw it when it first begun

I saw and I then I tried to run

I saw it and thought of you

I saw it and it made me blue



There is a whole in the sky.

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The Pain

00:32 Feb 21 2005
Times Read: 781




I have watched you over many generations

My eyes have followed your soul over many

galaxies of time



I have sought to know you more and to

quench a longing in my soul

But you have always eluded my grasp and

with you the thing that grants me hope



My heart is filled with sorrow, my tears caught

in a crystal bowl

Can you see the pain that this has caused upon my soul?



(not finished got blocked)

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the search

00:18 Feb 21 2005
Times Read: 782




A lifetime have I searched for something I can't name

An eon have searched for the image I find not in any frame



I know there is something out there, something that was meant for me

I know that if I ever find it, at peace I will finally be



There are no maps or guidelines, to help me with my goal

Yet in my heart, no more than that, I feel it in my soul



Until that time, beneath starlit skies, to search I will carry on

In hopes that I will find that thing to fill my heart with song..

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I Sat

03:40 Feb 18 2005
Times Read: 787




I sat in the place you once did

I sat here and in dispair, my face I hid



Why have you gone away from me?

You promised me forever. now I am far from thee



I long to see your smile, to feel your heart

and hold you for awhile

I miss your voice, my dreams are in denial



I know someday we will meet again.

I can't come now for it is not my time to end



There are too many who need me too

I can not ask them to release me to you.



I sat in the place that you once did.

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empty heart

05:54 Feb 17 2005
Times Read: 788




I sit in the dark with an empty heart

I think of you and feel a start

What was that, did my heart just flutter

Why does your name always melt me like butter.



For so long have I missed your face

Your smile, warmth and heart of grace

How could you leave me, here alone

I fear my heart will turn to stone.





I sit in the dark with an empty heart

I think of you and feel a start

What was that, did my heart just flutter

Why does your name always melt me like butter.



You were the best part of my soul

Now you are gone I can't feel whole

I will never feel the sun again.

With you, my pain just breaks me in.



I sit in the dark with an empty heart

I think of you and feel a start

What was that, did my heart just flutter

Why does your name always melt me like butter.

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He walked up to me

08:01 Feb 16 2005
Times Read: 792




There was a night so long away,

The night I came my Death to know.



He walked up to me, as I stood alone

He walked up to me, as the moonlight shown



I trembled beneath his heated stare

I trembled as tho cold, my thoughts he

seemed to share



He spoke to me of places afar off

He spoke to me and my senses were

sent aloft



He held me in a firm embrace

He kissed me with lips of frozen ice



When I could truly take no more

He bit my neck and I went to the floor



Tho cold he was, he warmed my soul

He made me strong, he made me whole.

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Darkness

11:47 Feb 15 2005
Times Read: 798




I crave the dark

It comforts my heart.



I crave the dark

It brings me inspiration to my arts



I crave the dark

And all the soft, silent things that come with it



I crave the dark and long to rest

To rest and find my peace in it.

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